Even though i get disappointed in humans everyday and as the days go by I just continue to lose more & more faith, I never lose it all. Because I know that there are some good people out there, that would mash completely perfect with my life & personality, & I have a few of them already. I don’t lose faith in people because I know I’m a good person. I may fuck up here, there, & everywhere, but I am still good peoples. And everyday, I try to change bad things that I notice about me. I make an effort to be the type of person that I would want someone to be towards me. To have some of that same compassion that I possess. That same generosity, chivalrous, etc. [ Im super high lol ]
With me, I give everyone their own chance to fuck up. I let everyone dig their own grave. Now I might add fuel to the fire at times, but I don’t pour that first cup. People try to take advantage of the nice type of person I am, and Its hard not to be that type because everyone in my family is. As much as sometimes I wanna stop being nice, and just be an mean cold hearted individual to everyone, I cant do it. No matter how many times people shit on me, I still cant do it. I might be more protective or might become a little dickhead-ish, but I still can’t not be nice. I continue to stay nice because through all the bullshit, some good will surface.